Dream 12-2-05

In last night's dream, I remember rippin' and runnin' a lot, but I don't remember where I was headed. The most significant thing that I remember was the presence of an old boyfriend, Dom. We were catching up after not having seen each other for awhile. He mentioned that I seemed to be really unavailable lately and I explained that there's a computer game (www.worldofwarcraft.com) that I like to play and that it's been taking up a lot of my time. We continued to talk and then he started kissing me. I remember feeling a little wierd about this because he's married with two children in actuality, but I also remember liking the kiss and wanting our interaction to go further. I also remember thinking that his kiss wasn't the same one I remember.

I know that when you dream about someone in your life, it's usually not them you're dreaming about but, in fact, what they represent for you. I'm wonder what Dom represents for me? He was my first boyfriend and cared about me deeply. I think he cared for me more than I cared for him. I remember feeling spoiled by him. It did a lot for my self-esteem in college. Maybe, I long for that type of relationship with someone again. One where I'm spoiled and made to feel like the center of their universe. But really though, what person doesn't?